I'm just having one of those nights. I want a baby so badly! I fight it most days. I try to forget that my heart is breaking but then its like my cup fills up and spills over. I just feel like it is never going to happen! I've tried to find something to do tonight that would get my mind off of it but nothing is working. I'm going to lay down and read, in hopes that I will tire and fall asleep. But then again...I can't sleep because I am entering my fertile window and I need to be doing some dancing! Ahh...I just want my baby already! I hate feeling like a greedy, ungreatful person because I'm not...but this just sucks!
Okay, nice to get it out! Sometimes I need this and noone understands!!!
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